Useless Words

Monday, November 28, 2011

Some Questions

I just keep wondering these days. Filling my brain with an enormous number of whys, and a constant face "huh" expression until my mirror gets bored of my face expression.
Maybe some questions will never have the answers. Maybe even Einstein doesn't have an equation to solve my question. And maybe some questions are better left unanswered to avoid the fucking reality because humans, will never ever accept the truth.

You have some sort of list of your own unanswered questions right? here's mine.

1. Why the fuck I have to live surrounded by a several goddamn morons?
2. Why are problems keep coming and coming without making any queue?
3. Why can't I have an automatic section in my brain that works so extremely fast every time I get a problem?
4. Why do I have to be in the middle of unrealistic people, who keep imagining and dreaming about their achievement without even giving a single fucking effort?
5. Why am I always feeling lonely? fuck this is dramatic.
6. Why cursing always makes me better?
7. Why can't I be an evil person to all those morons out there, because apparently, those morons are my friends?

If I continue my list, I'm pretty sure that I'll damage the function of my fingers because the list is so goddamn long.
Sorry for the cursing and the horrible, HORRIBLE grammar.
I mean seriously, this post would be twice as horrible as now if I write it in Bahasa.
I know this is useless to ask and always ask but hey, my life isn't perfect. I have those times too haha that crisis-time-ooh-i-don't-know-what-to-do time.

fucked up. a serious one. better spill my curse to my math book.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

I miss you.

I miss you, I miss us. Get well soon, dear. I'm tired of crying if someone asks me how your condition is. I want you to answer them by yourself, and tell them that you're okay. I love you, (but not that kind of LOVE, you know that -__-). I cannot wait to punch you or pull your hair or mocking you with all my heart.